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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

say something nice to me someone

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

I'm posting icons...   i bet u didn't know :)

http://x9c.xanga.com/9e5b6b5430d3229789125/b15472465.jpgCarissa, this is from Gerard to Emily >>  haha and this one  and onto the bed haha

    yeah, pretty much those were mixed feelings about someone cause this is a point in my life where I could ruin my life completely. There is two roads and I have to pick between them and the wrong choice could kill me. I guess we'll just have to watch and see how stupid I am for taking risks.

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 secretly not being able to give you up but no one understands how much I care    that's adorable

       http://xf7.xanga.com/931a004bc763123951743/b3446350.gif http://tinypic.com/     

   Image hosting by Photobucket     I guess I've been thinking about someone alot

I've seen people leave like I was never there. Like it never happened. But you've taken my whole life and there's nothing left to say anymore.

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Friday, March 03, 2006

This makes no sense at all

oh the boys on the radio
they crash and burn
they fold and fade so slow

in your endless summer night
I'll be on the other side
when you're beautiful and dying
all the world that you've denied
when the water is too deep
you can close your eyes and really sleep tonight

your beauty blinds

if I let you in under my skin
and risen every angel slain

I know what you are running to
please come back oh come back again
I hear the truth
it's coming from you
oh come back won't come back again

in your endless summer night
I'll be on the other side
when the water is too deep
I will ease your suffering
when the glitter fades in morning
turn away, and you will find my empty eyes
your beauty blinds

I know that you are rotten to the core
I know that you don't love me anymore
I know that you are rotten to the coreback to top

that's a song by hole and i think it was written about kurt..i don't know..what do u guys think? but anyways it makes me think alot which i've been doing alot lately. i don't know how i'm feeling right now. everything is just so confusing and i'm being blinded by how i'm suppose to feel. but i'm not close to giving up.

and there's something i wrote..i don't know if it really gets to anyone right now

Aimless in where I was headed
But I didn't care where I was going
Cause they're all different names for the same place.
It all disappeared and the light drowned his words
And all the different names for the same thing

 

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Hate me

First I'll start this off with Kurt cause he's tight like that

Yeah, look at him. Alright now I can say that I feel like shit for sure. But how else should I feel when everyone is treating me like that? People just want nothing to do with me now. People are starting to realize I was never worth it. Sounds pretty emo...what can I say? I'm gonna dedicate some icons to myself and others so here we go

    very great bands

 pretty honest right?

 Adam and  Jepha

 I think you know that this one is for you

 This just makes so much sense to me right now. All of this shit is going on with me and it feels like I'm just useless..so fucking helpless. But at the same time it feels so good.

 They're both pretty sweet

 Carissa, that one is deff for you. Obviously not cause I want you to die but we can finish them off right?

 She probably isn't looking at this page cause she don't care enough but if you are, you know this is for you and I hope everything is starting to make sense on why I did what I did.

 Pretty straight forward but I love my music. It's just the greatest thing ever.

 And for you again. I was just trying to hard to be that person you wanted me to be and as much as I tell myself I don't care you know that I'm still thinking about you.

 And everyone already has so I guess it was easier than I thought it would be and that's what scares me. Everyone just looks so happy now. I can't even fake it.

But I'm done whining to people who couldn't care less. :)

 

 

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Oh the boys

 

"I know we're gonna have followers because we're so fucking God-like! We're not exactly human -- we have human bodies but we've evolved into one step above you, fucking human shit. We actually have fucking self-awareness!"

More pictures later on today. I will update.

Posted by pancha_brujis_x21x5 on 2/26/2006, 12KB ok....i'm so scared...what can i say?

  

I'm putting pictures of Kurt up tomorrow. Yeah...it's just gonna be the greatest thing ever right?

Watch the boys go...

how adorable

Blue and Yellow by The Used. An amazing song for sure.

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

 

 

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